Burden: a song for the Ocean

New for Summer 2015 … Burden. A music video I made to raise awareness about marine plastic pollution and funds for Surfers Against Sewage. So please download the song from iTunes and share away! x

Official video for BURDEN, the new UK single, out now. Download on iTunes http://apple.co/1dgAcuf 15% of downloads go to Surfers Against Sewage (Marine Litter Team).

Song by Natalie Fee & Lee Bartholomew
Produced by Christopher Nicholas Bangs
Mastered by Daniel Goodridge. 2015

Seas Initiative: krilliant news!

For the month of June I ran a crowd-funding campaign to raise £5000 for the production of a song and music video to raise awareness about marine plastic pollution.

There were huge ups and downs; keeping the momentum going for a month, the perils of an ‘all or nothing’ platform, the uncertainty, the joys of incoming pledges!

However what I hadn’t anticipated were the conversations, dreams and relationships that would unfold throughout the campaign. It’s as if the world I live in has gone from being land-based to encompassing the ocean; both life in and on the sea has opened up to me in response to me campaigning for its health.


You see I’m a total landlubber; I get seasick on barges, am a terrible swimmer and am afraid of being on the water. Or at least I was. But it wasn’t the sea that first spoke to me. It was the decline of the Laysan Albatross on the Midway Islands, portrayed so powerfully by Chris Jordan, that moved me. I had to do something.

Some months later, during a meditation, I realised a recent song I’d written would fit perfectly over a music video about marine plastic pollution. And so I set about looking at ways to fund it. Initially I tried approaching companies, one at a time, asking if they’d sponsor it. But £5000 was a lot for one company to risk on a girl with good intentions but no proven track record in smash hit singles!

Through one of my many calls to multinational companies, I struck up a rapport with a head of sustainability. We shared many of the same values and passions and whilst he couldn’t support me through the company, he encouraged me to try crowdfunding.

Initially I didn’t like the idea. Asking my friends and family for money. Times are hard, and we’ve all got our favourite charities and projects to support. So I let it go, feeling like I’d given it a good shot and just wasn’t able to do it.

Some months later, I saw World Oceans Day was approaching and with it, a gnawing sense of failure. I wanted this to happen! I didn’t want to give up! So I got in touch with Crowdfunder and spent the next two weeks getting ready to launch the campaign.seas-initiative-thank-you

Seas Initiative: the crowdfunder.

The month of the campaign was a rollercoaster however I had the support of a great friend and project manager, Ali Rowe, who kept reminding me to keep the faith, to wipe the frown from my forehead and keep plugging away! And I had the online support of Bristol Pound as I was the first Crowdfunder campaign to accept my city’s local currency via their Txt2Pay system!

The middle two weeks were the hardest, pledges dropped off almost altogether and I had regular freak outs, melt downs and wobbles. Then it all kicked back in and I got the buy-in of an amazing array of Bristol businesses; one after the other came on board and before I knew it, I’d reached the target with a few days left to overfund.

In total, Seas Initiative raised around £2000 in personal pledges, and £4500 in business pledges – smashing the £5000 target!  

The support I received means that I can now go forth and produce the song, music video, website and outreach programme to help switch hundreds of thousands of people on to restoring and protecting our oceans from plastic pollution. Which makes me very happy indeed.

Back to the ocean. A week before the end of the project I spent a weekend with Ali by the sea. We played, rested and prayed … knowing that we’d done all we could do and the rest was in the hands of the gods. In typical ‘the ocean is a scary place’ style I got stung by something unidentifiable during the one time I went in for a swim; happily I lived to tell the tale. Since then I’ve dreamed of the sea every night for ten days; boats, ocean journeys, whales, dolphins and last night … sharks. Nice dreams, bold dreams, facing my fear dreams.


And, as a result of my campaigning, I’ve been offered a place on board eXXpedition: an all women’s voyage to make the unseen seen, from the toxics in our bodies to the toxics in our seas. To me this is perhaps the ultimate reward from putting my heart and soul into a project I’m passionate about – the gift of expanding my comfort zone! Of course I’ll have to raise my passage first, for which I’ll be approaching some of the bigger companies who support this kind of research and mission. If you’re reading this with business investment eyes then you can read more here – and of course I’d be happy to hear from you!

For now though, the focus is on the production of the song, the film and the website. Watch this space for more news and …




Seas Initiative: a song for the ocean

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It’s June! And it’s World Ocean Day! And the start of my mission to reduce the amount of plastic ending up in our seas. This month sees the launch of my first Crowdfunder campaign … to raise £5000 to produce a song for the ocean. Along with a stunningly beautiful, awareness-raising music video to take it out to the world.

I’ve been down on the banks of the river Avon lately, picking up litter, and I’m often overwhelmed at how much plastic there is … even here in Bristol, flowing out of what will be European Green Capital next year! So I decided to put my talents to task.

I aim to reach thousands of people through the campaign film, people who might not usually think about marine plastic pollution. And I’m delighted (and EXCITED!) to be collaborating with Verity White, an award-winning environmental campaign filmmaker and one of Bristol Old Vic’s best loved composers to produce the song and film!

I’m inviting individuals (like you!) to sponsor the campaign as well as local businesses. Here’s a nice and lovely quote from Nick Hounsfield, founder of The Wave, the UK’s inland surf lake: “Natalie’s inspiring to us all – switching people on to thinking more consciously around how we use and dispose of everyday plastics. We think it’s a great project to support. It gives businesses the chance to reach new audiences, supports Bristol’s creative industries and has a positive social and environmental impact.” … Thanks Nick!

And guess what else! I’m THE FIRST CROWDFUNDER TO ACCEPT BRISTOL POUNDS! Yay! People can donate using Bristol Pounds, the city’s community currency. Here’s another nice quote from the brilliant Bristol Pound Director, Ciaran Mundy. “The Seas Initiative project is exactly the kind of thing we get excited about. New ways to use Bristol Pounds and an easy way to sponsor a great campaign using our TXT2PAY technology!” Cheers Ciaran!

No idea what crowdfunding is? Well it’s a term used for funding a project or venture by raising many small amounts of money from a large number of people and businesses via this interweb thing that you’re looking at right now. In exchange for your contribution, you receive rewards or gifts!

Come and have a look at the Seas Initiative campaign and watch the film!


P.s. If you’re in Bristol or thereabouts, I’m giving a live stand-up show on the theme of marine plastic at the Alma Tavern, 20 + 21st June, as part of the amazing Becky Walsh’s sell-out ‘Stand-Up Intuitive Show’! I know it’s not a funny subject per se, but we’ll be looking at it from a number of intriguing and obscure angles!

But the Clocks (Seek and You’ll Find)


Exciting news. Apparently the Sun and Jupiter are in conjunction, which to some people mean it’s the most auspicious day of the year!

So I thought it a perfect time to launch the music video for my debut single. It’s the first song I’ve written for 10 years, I had it produced by an amazing collaboration of talented musicians and friends in Glastonbury … I then had a video made by an award-winning music video filmmaker here in my home town of Bristol.

It’s been so much fun. The song is twisted affair of my inner world finding a creative way out into the world … and I really hope you enjoy watching it.